One day while I was in the kitchen, I cried out to God that I can’t live like this. I can’t keep being this angry unforgiving person. It’s miserable. I love my family, and I am doing everything from date nights to game nights trying to push these feelings away and now I don’t know what to do. I was just honest I admitted that don’t know how to let it go. I don’t even know if I am the one that’s actually choosing to hold on to it. I didn’t understand, how in the midst of all these amazing things I had going on outwardly, I was breaking in my spirit.