All tagged family life

The S Word

so guess what happened. Anyybody Anybody? I crashed. DUH!. Worse than that, nothing and I mean absolutely nothing, was getting my best. I don’t know what I was thinking. I mean, I kinda do. I wanted my own meaning. Moving here as my husbands “dependent” and feeling so small left me with an identity crisis.

Let the Church say amen

I can recall being made to feel like I wasn’t Holy enough to have a prayer group in my home. To some it may sound crazy but that is a very real experience. …..It is a hard thing to continue to believe in God when the people that were supposed to be his leaders treat you wrong. It is hard when the place that you should go to feel loved, rejects you.

Insecure

Wouldn't it be easy if right as we were about to give up, the music changed and we received some external trigger to let us know the tides were about to change in our favor? Then maybe we wouldn’t be so quick to give up….but life is not a movie

pretending to be a savage wont heal that hole in your heart

One day while I was in the kitchen, I cried out to God that I can’t live like this. I can’t keep being this angry unforgiving person. It’s miserable. I love my family, and I am doing everything from date nights to game nights trying to push these feelings away and now I don’t know what to do. I was just honest I admitted that don’t know how to let it go. I don’t even know if I am the one that’s actually choosing to hold on to it. I didn’t understand, how in the midst of all these amazing things I had going on outwardly, I was breaking in my spirit.